not again

3 brain tumors. thats all i can say. no words, only crying, a lot of crying.

Two In One Month...I'm On A Roll!!

Oh lord. Why did I think I could take five classes in two months. I am losing my mind and I have only finished the first week. All day Monday through Friday and Jade on the weekends. How am I going to think? And David has her for two weeks coming up...sanity? One good thing on the school front, my F I had last semester is going to be changed to an Excused grade so my GPA will go from the 2.9 it made me have back to my 3.4. Now I can breathe again.

In other news, for those of you who don't know yet because I can't get you on the phone....I am moving. To the land of Far Far Away. Well, Fort Richardson probably. Don't know where there is? Think north, very very north. Arctic circle north, 1.5 hours from Anchorage, Alaska north. It's better than Germany which is where he wanted to go first. Uch. Dirty Germans. And no English, sob. We decided to wait until Jade is older to go overseas. Oh, why the sudden moving you may ask? He is going Active Army.

I will miss the little ones the most. All of them, Jade, Lucas, Lindsey. And my mom, on her good days. I'll miss the humidity (at some point I'm sure) and the 90 degree days. I'll miss the sun in the winter and the dark in the summer. I'll miss normal people who don't wear snow boots all year round. I'll miss road trips....SO MUCH. You can't really road trip there, water on three sides and Canada on the other. I'll miss my degree, only two semesters away from graduating and I am leaving. I'll miss everybody and everything. This is gonna be so hard. Ok, I'm depressed now, Later.

Been Awile....Again

Well, life happens as we all know. Busy and all. Not much happening. School ended, bastard grades. Schools starting again in two weeks. Uch. It's a never ending cycle. Especially for me I guess. I will never be out of school, how ironic, how sad. Well, I'll be done with college soon enough anyway. Well, for now. My Masters will be next, but hopefully I won't start that for another two years or so. Let my brain have a break.

So, today I am busy. Not that any of you care but I'm busy. Tedious crap as always. Laundry, Library, UMSL, Renissance. Already paid bills, one thing off my list. But I'm excited to go to the Renissance. We are 'scoping out' the place for the wedding. Funny, the chick Rose we are seeing, her birthday is the day of our ceremony, August 13. Kim too. Well, atleast Kim will be able to get drunk on her birthday!! And maybe she won't forget one of our anniversaries (SPL?). Ok, have to shower now and go do stuff. Ugh.

Holy Crapola

Wow, you wanna hear somthing funny? Well, I don't know that it is funny but definately shows how preoccupied I have been in life in general. I completely forgot I had this damn thing. At some point it got erased from my Favorites thing and it just slipped my mind. --shit, the news is on and they are talking about Michael Jackson, get over it all already-- So, today I am writting so I can have something here.

I have a paper to write, how boring. I also have a case study report to finish, more boring. David may be coming home for good. I say may because I truly only believe anything out of ANY military mouth until it happens, including my darling husband. My dog is flipping out, circles and such. My mind is everywhere, good lord.

Hey, I just watched that Ashton Kutcher(ahhhhhh) movie The Butterfly Effect that everyone bashed. I didn't think it was that bad. I hate scary movies, and no I'm not saying this was a scary movie, but it made me jump a couple times and that's about all I can handle so for me it was scary. I liked it, I don't know why everyone else hated it. I thought maybe it was gonna be predictable or bad acting or something but definately not predictable and the acting was....well, it was Ashton we can forgive him.

Ok, one last thing. How cheesy is it to have all memebers of your family with the same initials? David and I have been talking and we thought we'd name our children with D's. David James and Daniel Jacob (I think...) so DJR for all the guys and I have decided if we are doing that then our girl (Devorah we already decided on) will be Devorah Aviva so she is DAR just like me and then if we have another girl we'd have to figure something else out. It's cheesy, isn't it? But I like it, cheesy-ness and all. I just think the idea of kids will be fun. Oh lord can you believe Britney is pregnant? It must be the end of the world. But, of course, I will be glued to the story and waiting to see just like everyone else that has no life. (She is mighty purty)

I think I'm done now. Oh, tomorrow will be good. Ashlee Simpson concert. Technically Lindsey's birthday present but really just an excuse for a 22 yr old to go to an Ashlee Simpson concert. It should be fun, I was really excited before and I'm less excited now. Probably because I haven't seen any of her shows for awhile, yes I watch and I watched Newlyweds too. Maybe I should cruise for them tomorrow and try to watch some, MTV is like a porn, everything is seriously looped, it will eventually come on at some point. Ok, so now I'm done. Later dude.

oh lordy lordy

so its another day. im gonna be lazy today so get over it. only one class and im still struggling. oh my and pcos thing, i wondered why i couldnt get babby-fied. well thats gonna be fixed soon enough. jade has officially put in a request for a little sister, well we will see this fall. davids coming home in 5 days, thatll be interesting. oh and kim if you read this mia has invited you and lucas to jades b-day party next saturday at 1pm (march 26). and you dont answer pages uch. fine.