Crabby Crabby Crabby

Yes, I am. You have a problem with that? You know what you can kiss. I am getting married in a week (thank g-d I don't have to jump off the Eads Bridge), I have buku papers not finished due in three days, I am now over 200 pages behind in my readings, I have no money, I am sick and possibly menstrual, and I am female....SO SUE ME!!!

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Ok, so now I am smiling. Look at that stupid grin. At least he comes home in three days and I can cry at him and throw fits at him. All will be normal.

P.S. For those of you that may be interested...If you go to my archives, Sept 04 I got the pictures up in the post of the men that made me me thing. Just added a little something if you'd like to see.

They don't want me to get married

I hate the state. Leave it up to them, after all the hard work, money, sweat, tears, and even blood I have put into this wedding, to tell me I can't get married. BASTARDS!!! Oh yeah, little know statute: you can't apply for a marriage license until 30 days after you divorce decree is signed. Let's see...that's February 28. Uh oh, my wedding is FEBRUARY 13!!!!! Upset? Yes. Angry? That too. PISSED OFF??? Mostly. Everyone pray for me that this meeting goes well with the nice judge lady tomorrow because if it doesn't I'm gonna go jump off the Eads Bridge.

2 weeks, 1 day, 5 hours & 2 minutes

I'm going to lose my mind. I thought it would be worse than this, thank goodness it isn't, but I'm still gonna lose my mind. So I got the magic Dermablend stuff to cover the tattoo....doesn't really work. Fades it is more like it and the lady said she wouldn't even get it but I'd rather have it faded then glaring in my mothers face. One last thing I won't have to hear about. So I have my (head to toe) Tiara, Necklace, Bra, Swishy Poofy slip thing, Dress, Nylons, Garter, and Shoes. Am I forgetting anything? I am sure I am. Hair is at 9am that day until 1130 (1130!) for the three of us. And hopefully I will find somewhere open on Sundays that does makeup. Lisa is still on the prowl. Poor girl, just had her gallbladder removed and here she is running around doing all the crap I'm to nuts to do.

I think we are scheduled to go taste some cake tomorrow afternoon...or is tomorrow flowers? I don't even know my own schedule. Oh crap, it's not even tomorrow, that's later today. Uch. I am so fried.

Oh, and everything else...I keep forgetting about. School work, sooo behind (bad me). And now I am the Vice President of Membership for the University of St Louis Missouri National Education Association Students Board. Responsibility I hope I can handle. And the Delta Zeta chick called me back and I am supposed to go to the open house on Feb 5. If I do that too I'll have lots of mandatory stuff I have to go to. I forgot a lot of it was mandatory, so I may not do that, but I really wanna. I guess I'll just have to go and find out. Speaking of which I have a MNEA meeting in an hour and I should go get ready.

I am Definately NOT a Dog.

Ginger is weird. She will only eat when I am near the kitchen. Like now, not eating but giving me eyes that say "come over by the kitchen I am starving Mommy". The vet says because they are pack animals some dogs are just social eaters, and only social eaters. She will eventually eat but I wonder if she is starving all the time. (HAHA! A bite of food, yay!)

I am so the opposite. I don't like anyone to see me eat. I guess it's because before I would eat and eat and never stop kind of thing. But even now.... Like after my wedding we are going out to eat. I am ok around most of the people going but some I don't know if I can eat in front of. (Oh Lord I ended that with a preposition, don't tell my mother)And in white, so I am gonna be the stupid person putting five napkins in the top of her dress so I don't ruin it. Ach, I'll live.

Has It Really Been That Long?

A month? No way! So busy here. David was home for X-Mas. I had to do Chanukah all by myself this time. Well, I was at Lisa's, but, anyway. School started again and thank somebody I am not working this semester. I can only handle so much stress and that would be an overload. And, on top of school, I'm trying to plan this "No Frills" wedding which I think may be more stressful than a big huge wedding. No, probably not, but when I do plan my big one please remind me that I will not die and it will go O.K.

So, not a lot going on here. Oh, I am gonna, well I'm thinking about, joining Delta Zeta. UMSL sorority and stuff, we will see how it goes. Little iffy about the girly factor and all but I have been assured there are tomboys there.

Oh, I'm on a weight loss battle thing again. Anyone care to join me? I plan to vent here regularly about the amount of fruits and veggies I am cramming down and the ungodly amnounts of way to make chicken and still have it taste like, well, chicken. I don't have a scale, that might be a good idea. And I have to start working out still but I have the food thing going right now and hopefully I can get solid on that before I try to phase in this work out thing. I love my couch too much. I think I will miss it dearly.

So anyone with munchkins, especially my favorite ones, kiss them for me and tell them you love them atleast five times today.